The day it all started my mum immediately wouldn't let me go to school. I felt like I was missing out on so much, and because I had JUST met my friends I felt like I was drifting away from them. I was so worried that I would get it because I have a lot of things that 'trigger' my anxiety, and unfortunately, this was one of them.
As the 'virus' was getting worse everything was being abandoned, and my bird went missing during this time, it was also my mum's birthday. I had a mental breakdown and couldn't sleep at night. Then it became so bad that everyone had to stay home, I was glad I could call my friends and actually do work because I felt like I was going to come back to school being stupid.
Everything was going well until the virus started to somewhat 'calm down', but I was nervous to go to school, it was like a second first impression. When we bought the school uniform the blazer looked massive on me because i'm a bit under weight, and again, this is one of the things that 'triggers' me. I went to school the next day with no jacket and I get cold VERY easily, but the next day my smaller blazer came in and I was so happy.
I completely forgot all my worries and I went to school happy to see my friends, I don't know why everyone was so worried. Especially since they started stacking up on toilet paper. ;-;