I have never been more terrified of rain. I like rain. i like the sound on the roof and the smell, and feeling of calm. I can't right now. because I know what it means. or, atleast i know what experience has told me to feel what it means. There is an assu

I have never been more terrified of rain.
I like rain.
i like the sound on the roof and the smell, and feeling of calm.
I can't right now.
because I know what it means. or, atleast i know what experience has told me to feel what it means.

There is an assumption that in times of stress people become poetic, but i have never been that.
I don't do that.

I can't make things poetry. I never could.

and i am terrified.

people are going to die. people are going to be destroyed. people I love maybe.
I don't know.
Everything is uncertain and I am terrified.

Its not poetry. its not even profound.
Its just fear.

The only thing I have ever been any good at is words.
and i don't have them anymore.
because this is terrifying.

All day.

every day.

Eventually it will end

I think

I assume

but time no longer seems to be a thing.

Its raining.

and I have never been more terrified.